A Brief History

I stopped blogging a long time ago. As I try to pick up my typing skills again I'm just going to start from this point on. I will periodically go back and fill in any blanks from the past six months but so much has happened and been experienced that it would take forever to start from the time I stopped.

I'll just say that because of some events in life, buying our first house, dealing with kids...I can actually say I feel like an adult. My innocence and security in feeling like I was still a kid pretending I was an adult has vanished. I sometimes miss it and wish I could go back to that pillow of inexperience and cluelessness. Trials are meant to test us, I now have hope that I can come through them successfully. Though in my weakest moments I want to join the scared adult that lives in the bottom of my soul who gets to curl up in the fetal position and rock herself for comfort. But then that's a contradiction, isn't it? Because if I really did that then I wouldn't be an adult, and believe you me, adulthood, responsibility, and tests have smacked me square in the forehead.

Back to my point. This blog will continue without apologies or guilt-trips about how long it's been. Life goes on, my boys keep growing, and I'm inviting all to share in my journey.